Please exist...

I'd run a thousand miles
To hear You whisper in my ear
I just can't bear reality
Not knowing if You're here

My past seems like a muddled dream
The future makes no sense
And it's too painful for me here
Trapped in the present tense

Oh God what's going on with me
When will the nightmare stop
When are You coming back for me
When am I waking up?

I don't want to feel so alone
Don't want to shed another tear
Father God do please exist
I can't live if You're not near